"I march forward having left everything I thought I was behind me, putting one foot in front of the other as I release my guilt and shame for all the negative thoughts, words, and deeds I have allowed to manifest through my Being. I feel my organs and tissues churning with regret and remorse as I somehow wake up to face another day amidst my anguish. Without the spiritual knowledge I have acquired, which practically assists me ridding myself of these unbearable emotional burdens, I would not have the strength to keep going.
I use this knowledge to cut a path of humility for myself with the heart of a servant. I can no longer stand on unholy ground and my only way forward is the spiritual path. How could I ever have been so arrogant and entitled as to believe that I was superior to any of God's glorious creations, which constantly surround me in a cosmic symphony of life? How could I ever have thought so little of myself to allow others to treat me with disdain and disrespect? How could I have possibly ignored the higher calling of my soul, blind to what was right before my eyes?
I must feel this anguish and keep moving, never knowing where the next step may lead. I feel a deeper longing within myself to reach the happy ending I can faintly hear in the distant future, beckoning my spirit to follow. All hope is not lost, and yet everything around me is changing as I embrace a new self living in a new life. I will never allow my ego to swallow my spirit ever again, and I will follow my inner voice with complete conviction until my last dying breath."
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