"By claiming ownership of the light I carry within myself, I illuminate the shadows of my past. I hear them crying out in pain, begging for my attention so that they may finally heal. I must travel into the pits of darkness that plague my inner dialogue in search of a deeper understanding of life. I realize that moving forward into higher states of awareness is not possible without first cleaning up the messes I have left behind. My dreams have reminded me of what remains unresolved, and my conscience has burned its way through the veils of denial. I must make right what I have wronged. I must mend what I have broken.
I can already feel the weight of my burdens being removed simply by making the decision to repair my past mistakes, and I am guided by a higher hand as I take this journey in solitude. I have worked to elevate my intellect to this level of understanding, and I am humbled as I solemnly seek forgiveness in the shadows. My intuition and trust are working together as I follow their lead into the darkness I have created for myself, and I will carry my lantern into the depths of remorse, only to reemerge with the dawning of the Sun when the time is right, unburdened and free of the guilt and shame that I have carried for so long.
This act takes courage, and many never reach this point of no return in their lifetime. I am proud to have acquired the inner strength to engage with this process of atonement. I feel my ancestors watching on in awe as I perform the duties of which they were incapable. I feel flutters of the freedom that awaits me on the other side of this chasm fraught with sorrow. Forgive me, for I have sinned, as I am learning to forgive others and also myself."
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